till the end ..
i love you <3
Friday, September 29
wadeva things u do ,
do it with love.


simple interpretation of wad i saw ytd.

i shall quit this thought of
going back to e past..
where things are still beautiful

yes,
i wanted so much to..
get back wad i had already lost.
and e feeling of being loved.

but i finally realised why would
we have happy memories.

- becos we had used all our hearts to do e tings
that we are supposed to do
or we enjoyed doing
or we wanted to do-

so im gonna try to love everyting
that i need to go tru..

and if one day i had to
walk out of ur life
it's cos u dunnoe me anymore..

but i would keep my promises in silent.
yes i will.
even if it doesnt matter to u anymore.

for this,
there got to be a reason.
and the reason is love.. ((:

WEEKOK SAYS HE IS
JIAO XIAO LING LONG
so wrong. omg. really wrong.

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i love you <3
children's day!
Sama-sama maju ke hadapan
Pandai cari pelajaran
Jaga diri dalam kesihatan
Serta sopan-santun dengan kawan-kawan


HAHA yeah, its e semoga bahagia.
i rmb we always sing in pri sch celeb.

my cousin went sch and
came back wif lots of candies.
HAHA she gave me marshmellows and
LOLLIPOP!



looks yummy rite?!
to me lahs :D

spend my whole day rotting.
and doing a blog for joe. =\

Memories locked * 7:09 PM



i love you <3
ber is addicted to cheesefries!
and i recommend her to go
戒 cheese fries 所
- rehabilation centre for cheesefries

ok not funny. wahahha.

and she wanted to eat a million dollar cheesefries
1 for $2.95
so she can eat 338983 packet of cheesfries
and when / 365
she needs to live for 928 yrs
to finish them
one per day :D

but i tink she can divide by 3
cos she almost ate 3 packet today!

went to find a watch for brother.
found one. quite nice
haha i dun care.
weekok u better love it
and wear it.
if not.. go bang wall.

but i really tink e watch
describes ur character.
trying to be complicated.
but is actually super simple.
wahhahah

ok had sgb meeting
and as usual i laughed like siao =.-
i just love them all.
HAHA :D

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i love you <3
Thursday, September 28
went aljuinied for interview.
e office is horrible..
freaking messy lahs.

due to something.
makes me feel.. WTH

anyway
in e end. im working at amk ntuc.
on 7 oct to 15 oct.
den toapayoh ntuc from 21 oct to e end of oct
sat n sun only!
visit me if u wan pple.

im seeling sanitary pad. from sophie.
WAD E HELL.
i rather sell mammy poko pants :((

ok DONT LUFF.

went bugis find wendy
she is super horrible.
cos she took lyk ages to decide
whether to buy e skirt.
i almost vomited blood
cos we went in e shop 4 times.
try lyk thousand times.

we were outside espirit deciding.
i help her choose till i...



BANG E WALL
and reading sms!:D

i tink is super embarrassing man.
cos everyone's looking. =X

and and and!
e skirt is i diy wif jas tt day
say is nice say is nice
SAY IT's NICE! haha

bought a watch.
and i believe is unique.
weekok says is nice.
so i believe him lah huh.
cos he says he is fussy one.



this cost oni 9.90!
unbelievable huh :p

i love it ! :D

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i love you <3
27 sept.
TOH WEE KOK
e kettle black bangla gorilla.
BIRTHDAY.

my brother.
someone i hate.
but he always assume he's nice..

somebody who
- has thick skin
- has a BIG ego
- has a BIG wish
- has a rubbish mouth
- has a tendency to pretend
- always suan me
- act retarded
- doesnt praise pple
- always want to be right

but overall. he is my good brother!
someone worthy to have :D

so i love u bro !

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY :))
and may ur life be happier from today on!
hohoho

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i love you <3
Tuesday, September 26
my com is so screwed.

din go doc today
but had e medicine
gave a burning sensation man
and when applied
cannot be under sun.
oh my.

mafan.
i just hope my marks will be gone soon
i mean by now!
haiis.

and today e promoting tingy
is easy
ahaha is lyk quite fu yan la
i kept luffing.
aww.
dao girl not dao today.
:D
tml got pretty show !
aunty e MARY

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i love you <3
Monday, September 25
people. im better already.
is not about rela lahhhs!
is just something abt my condition.
gonna visit e doctor tml.
so yah. everyting will be fine :)
i hope. hahaha.

and from now.
i must stop all those food tt i shld avoid.
i MUST MUST MUST MUST.

had ntuc training for promoters.
in a nicer way.
it's retail operations :D

in any case.
im going to have a cert after these two days
i tink it shld be helpful in anyway.
HAHA

and tml i had this practical.
yah. but i have to pass it.
i need to find a product
and promote it to e trainer.
one to one.
BUT i really dunnoe wad.

ppl ideas?

training is not so boring as i tot.
people were nice. :)
HAHA and we had lots of laughs on our designed jeans
something that no one will buy.
not me definitely :D

well. lucks to me and my promoting tml !

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i love you <3
Sunday, September 24
I AM GOING MAD.

where were you when i needed ALL of you.
wad abt those..
i will be there for u always
when ure down. i wan to be ur up.
anything u can come find me.
bla bla bla

but WHY
when im REALLY down.
no one bothers.
to even. hear a word from me.
NO ONE.

relax. dun emo.
is ok.
everyting is going to be over
cheer up. smiles.
im here
i can be ur listener.
life's like that.
dun be sad.
hey u can tell me ur probs now.

no dont come telling mi those stuffs.

yes im always laughing
im always smiling.
looks lyk im happy go lucky
but
who bothers..
who.. can actually bring me out of this.

wad do u noe.
but to despise.
to criticise
to say about everyting when
YOU HAD ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WAD IT IS
im tired..
i really cant find e motivation to carry on.

im not committing suicide.
i just want to hide myself.
from this world of rubbish
dun tell me how beautiful this world can be
when everyting is so bad around me.

no one can help
not even her when i approached her.
not even her when she doenst cares
not even him when i typed that msg.
not even him when i pleaded.

theres no answer to this

i really dunwan this anymore
how i wished there is someone
who can hear me cry.
someone. help.

Memories locked * 8:18 PM



i love you <3
Saturday, September 23
something i kop from edwin
and im moved by it.

Little girl and her father were crossing a bridge

The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter,
"Sweetheart, please hold myhand so that you don't fall into the river."

The little girl said, "No, Dad. You hold my hand."

"What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father.

"There's a big difference," replied the little girl.
"If I hold your hand and something happens to me,
chances are that I may let your hand go.
But if you hold my hand,
I know for sure that no matter what happens,
you will never let my hand go."

In any relationship,
the essence of trust is not in its bind,
but in its bond.

So hold the hand of the person whom you love
rather than expecting them to hold urs.
or rather than waiting to hold in e future.

who noes wad will happen in e future ya?
i can related so much to this
but no i shall not dwell on it further.

everyone says tt they will be there for each others always
but when e problem really arises.
how many actually stood by them?

everyone says must cherish wad we have.
but when reality comes..
they just take everyting everyone for granted
even wout themselves noeing.

but well. wads e use of noeing
when e other party noes nth abt it.
or rather. not concerned abt it.

i miss my past.
i want to go back to my past.
but it just seems so impossible.
really impossible.

Memories locked * 1:09 AM



i love you <3
Friday, September 22
kbox experience today is TERRIBLY HORRIBLE.

first.
they forced us buy fingerfood.
not e small bowl tidbits one
is e fries and all.
damn.

second.
staff A say staff B wans to noe my fren.
wans to get her number.
PESTER LYK 5 or 6 times.
my fren gave email
den he die oso wan number
he go off. and CAME BACK
asking for number AGAIN.
damn it. come again and disturb mi.
i will kick him lah. idiotic.

third.
customer who is a guy
he goes arnd room.
asking girls to sing duet wif him
his reason is he has no more solo song to sing.
and he din want to leave early

so he approaches us. but we dun wan
he PESTER n PESTER
plus he SMOKES
and i seriously hate smokers ok.
HE PUT HIS CIGARETTES IN OUR ASHTRAY
told him to dun put his cigarettes here,
he just put it off totally.
but still got smoke.
is so smoky lah e room.
den he CLOSES e door and contd pestering
he says. i will settle ur bill if u sing one duet song wif mi.
wth.
den hippo says.. can u take e ashtray and leave?

he left..

after awhile.
HE CAME BACK
giving us 50 bucks
saying sorry for e cigarettes
we din wan.
den he lyk insisting us to take or sumting.
saying ure lyk e same age as his younger sis.
bla bla bla.
hippo say. can u pls leave?

and so he left.

come on.
is smoking even allowed in air con place LAH
and so wad is e link wif
50 bucks n e cigarettes n his sister age?
if im ur sister. i will be so ASHAMED OF U..

losers.

21 bucks for this damn kbox session.
qi si wo le LAH.
ughhhhss

Memories locked * 10:53 PM



i love you <3
Thursday, September 21
I've learned-
that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I've learned-
that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I've learned-
that you should always leave loved ones with loving words.It may be the last time you see them.

I've learned-
that you can keep going long after you can't.

I've learned-
that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I've learned-
that my best friends and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

I've learned-
that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.

I've learned-
that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I've learned-
that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance.

I've learned-
that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I've learned-
that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others.Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I've learned-
that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I've learned-
that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret.It could change your life forever.

I've learned-
that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I've learned-
that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.

I've learned-
that the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.

kop from cecilia.
tink is quite enlightenin. :)
life will be a better place ,
if human doesnt tink too much. HAHA

Memories locked * 3:41 PM



i love you <3
dionne intro a promoter job to me.
din really noe wad is it abt.
but is in ntuc one..
sat and sun - 12 to 10 i tink.
55 bucks per day.

i just hope is not those aunties job.
kill me.
im broke.

let me tell u wad i spent on..





haha
alright gave wendy my hippo a birthday surprise ytd
first we went chinatown and get those beads
for her scape on 23 sept.(behind cine)
pple do patronise yah? ADMITYOULOVEIT :)

got super hungry for food and we ate at..
foodcourt in bugis
saw my cousin! and he smsed mi to go find him
and he GAVE me freeee CREAM PUFFS n TIRAMISU!
he even told his supervisor lahh
not those secretly give one
oh my gosh. and is freaking nice i tell u.

went chocz and bought cake
bluff her is help fren buy
so i went lyk searching for lighters
and asking for birthday candles
and she got no clue abt it.
den i went cutting my fringe at chapter 2
omg. tt guy just snip off my fringe
and i tink i look freaking weird now.
but wendy said was nicer than b4.
hmm.






den we headed to kbox
really damn fun.
cos two person u wunt care abt off tune.
n u dun hav to snatch mike :D
told her im going meet my fren to pass her.
so i went off getting plate n fire from e staffs.
went into e room wif a birthday cake
she tot im mad.
gave her e present
and i believe she love it.

im proud of my work lahs! :D



den we watched little man after that.
half half nice ba

wanted to look for coffeeshop tt sells SOUP
but all close le.
so we ended up going home

andddddd.. we are going kbox AGAIN soon!
:D


now u noe why i needed money.
money money. i want money.

Memories locked * 2:19 PM



i love you <3
Tuesday, September 19
dumb.
travelled one hr to ngee ann
just to get my passport from violet
e ba staff.
and in less than 2 mins.
im out of school. oh man.

hahaa.
on my bus journey there.
this guy from ngee ann sat in front of me.
and i tink he had hidcups or wad.
i wanted to offer him water.
but i drank before. so i din lah.

HAHA

and i must say.
he looks woah from behind.
his haircut . his tan . his shirt.
woolala.

got off e same stop but...
lost sight after that.
and coincidently. when im going to e bus stop
he's there too.

anyway. i dunnoe wad im toking
but he is really attractive.
too bad i dunoe him :D

went bishan after that.
get some stuffs alone for.. *secret*
pang seh-ed wendy.
but she will understand haha

oo. saw my fren's crush
working at j8 giordano. hmm..

Memories locked * 10:46 PM



i love you <3
mum is TEARING DOWN SINGAPORE !

headlines for today newspaper.

grrs.. early great morning on hokkien songs lyk SUPER loud
i sit on e sofa .. ear almost DEAF le lah
told her mumy too loud.
she DIAO ME and toks lots of dunnoe wad.
den she ON vaccuum cleaner along wif e loud songs.

she ALWAYS say we on music lyk wan tear down hse
den she leh?
TEAR down whole SINGAPORE lor.
wthhh.
nv tink of others de lahh.
noise pollution.

and dunnoe wad e heck lah..
she bu shuang mi or wad.
when i came home
she use wad stupid harsh tone tok to me
bro who supposed to have sch tml morning
came home later than me
she tok nice nice to him
EVEN ASK HIM EAT DINNER
SCOOP SOUP FOR HIM
i dun even see my mum doing tt to me

yayaya she wans u to be independent ma
my foot.

oh well.
so gurls are meant to be more independent than guys?
mum has to scoop and serve a sec 2 guy food huh.
he no hand no leg lah?

den ask him go ns.
ask sergent bring food for him loh.

biased.

alright. im complaining.
im whining.
wadeva.

Memories locked * 12:04 AM



i love you <3
Sunday, September 17
celeste came my hse and ask me maths qns.
taught her those tt i noe
wasnt something very fun
but at least she is my company for today.

but wad pek mi most is
MY BRO and MY MUM
my brother complained i never teach him
i go teach other ppl
PLEASE LOR
i offered to teach him
he say. another time lah i wan PLAY GAME
or i never bring my bks back
or i so clever i all know.
den now he say i nv teach him

i helped celeste with wad qns she dunnoe lor
not as if i teach her lyk wad tuition teacher does.
my brother dun even bother doing his hmk
let alone ask me ok.

my mum called and say why i never teach brother
go teach others
den ask mi not to kip teaching others.
can go be tuition teacher ma. got money lor.
u teach others.. others get gd results oso not u.

pek pek pek pek pek..

firstly. my brother dun even bother studying
wads e use of teaching.
nothing goes into his ear lah.
gave him all my notes
guess wad he did to them.
THROW THEM ALL OVER E CUPBOARD
... does he even have e sincere to learn.
dunnoe how to tink.
oni noe how to use his mouth and complain.

second, wads rong wif solving maths qns
and i oni helped her less than 10 qns today lah
e hmk she did herself wad.
im lyk watching utube movies beside her.
everyting tok abt money money MONEY
i hate adults.
money is not everyting lah.
help ppl must be rewarded wif money?!

sickening.

Memories locked * 9:14 PM



i love you <3
Friday, September 15
hmm..release of results TODAY..

oral communication - A
business statistics - A+
computer & information processing - distn.
organisational behaviour - distn.
microeconomics - distn.

gps = 3.9091

im really really happy with my results.
like omg. i din expect for these. :))
thnx for all e motivation pple!


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i love you <3
Thursday, September 14

had SGB comm meeting toNIGHT
i simply love working with them! :)
im serious.

cos they kept making me laugh.
stomach ache lor.
but they just brighten up my day :D

- and pls pardon my poxed face.

Memories locked * 11:28 PM



i love you <3
terrible.
i had two other nitemares!

one. i cant do my papers.
this teacher is weird
he off all e lights
leaving one windows open
and e sun is so glaring
that i cannot see e qns.
and im stuck at e first qns.
like after so long.
is super duper hard.
den i rmb having a house cordless phone in my bag
den i wanted to make it silent
in e end. i pluck out e battery which dunnoe why
totally spoil e phone. got sparks oso.

another one.
i never go for the paper.
cos i TOTALLY forgot there is a paper
and i dun rmb if i actually did go for e paper.
val says she rmb seeing mi
but not sure.
den i saw a DJ at our school canteen
and he using a cheap skate brown ting as mic
a lok cok radio
to do his DJ-ing.
and i was surprised. -.-

ok. bad dreams - i hate.

shenglin says.
dreams are opposite of reality
I REALLY HOPE SO!.
god ahh.. HELP!

and i smsed kpt my advisor
and ask if i will get e result same as others tml
she called and ask why i so kan chiong wan get back
me: no lah i had 3 nitemares of doing badly
so must be prepared mah.
she: ok i will ask them release ur result later
me: huh why?
she: so u can have more nitemares.
so that e average cost of having nitemares will be lower.
me: nono i dun wan.. dun wan..
she: want lah. lower the average cost the better ritex?
i tell them not to reveal to u tml. :D
me: nonononononoooooooo..
she: ahha i tink u will get it by tml lah
u can try loggin after midnite.
mayb it will be posted already.
anyway everybody will be loggin in.
so just wait for e sms lah.

Memories locked * 11:03 PM



i love you <3
Wednesday, September 13
some of the ndp pics that max send me yest.
:D go vip sectors!











i miss ndp man!

Memories locked * 3:09 PM



i love you <3
ahh.
nyp release results today

im glad. sihah did well.
:D but she make mi scared lah
she got
distn for macro and stats
b+ for accts.
b for mrkting and oral com
c+ for IT
gpa 3.37
is like WOAH!
good job darling :)

oh my...
i hope my results will be tis good.

in addition to this.
I HAD A NIGHTMARE

i was taking a poly paper in an exam hall
suddenly i am on my study table
no one is eyeing on me.
left 10 mins to 8pm
and i left 5 pages of unanswered qns.
which is half e paper.
den suddenly this cher appear in my hse
says i hve to hand in to him
i tot i can hand in tml morning
so ihave more time to do.
and my dumb family
kip disturbing mi.
mum says. u wan mi sew fish on ur skirt?
den i say for wad?
for u to eat lor.
=.- oh my.
and then my eyes were blurred
i cant see e qns
and i forgot wad is e definition for
photosynthesis. mercury. respiration.
(tts wad i saw in e paper)
so i flipped my bio txtbk on e table
e glossary
but i just cant find
when i found.
there are no such words.
and i dreamt tt i got 4As for my exam
which is totally impossible in real life.

may my nitemare
happens in real life in e As part
not happen the paper part.

i just realised.
is a trauma not being able to finish e paper in time.

Memories locked * 2:37 PM



i love you <3
Monday, September 11
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.


The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long


alright. kind of true.
BUT not 100 % true. ahha

and i dint went for idare.
I HATE CHICKEN POX.
arghhs..

someone smsed mi this morning.
i may have to pay another 200 bucks.
oh my .
400 bucks for not going.
wth..
not i dun wan go.
is my doctor dun allow lor =.-
was given an mc till sat.
sian.. i just hope
i dun have to pay extra amounts.
if not i would just go BANG WALL.

Memories locked * 3:37 PM



i love you <3
Sunday, September 10
ahhhhhhhhh
im in a huge dilemma!

should i go? should i not?
should i should i should i?

arghs.
some one pls tell me.

doctor advised mi not to go.
but. 200 BUCKS LEH.
howw...

Memories locked * 11:48 AM



i love you <3
fridayy..
went sch for idare.

hmm. kinda feeling bit strange
and out of place.
perhaps cos i noe them lyk oni a few hrs?
but they noe each other since monday.

i believe e camp will bond us together.
yes i believe! =D

and..
Cheryl™Quing™ 나는 너를 사 * you make me realise * says:
BLOG ABOUT ME !

she demanded that i had to write about her.
haiis. so sad.. she's my student facilitator for idare.
ming ku ahh..
in addition to this.
Cheryl™Quing™ * you make me realise * says:
i want to check
Cheryl™Quing™ * you make me realise * says:
HAHAH
Cheryl™Quing™ * you make me realise * says:
wdas ur blog

see? get wad i mean? sad.
HAHAHA.

alright cheryl dun kill me.
but seriously.
thnx for updating me abt camp
and taking care of mi cos of my poxes.
LOVE YA! :D

haha
it ended quite early
arnd 2 plus.
and i carried e barang barang
like two cardboards with e words CANON on them.
imagine walking with that around town.
so kuku.

jas claimed that i neglect her on train
cos i was toking to phoi on e fone.



and i had to teach her a lesson



shopped and ive got nothing!
arghs..
seriously. the things u carry affects ur mood
ahhaa COS i oni had one hand to shop.

and jasmine SPENT 100 bucks on this!



but ok lah..
since is her FIRSt jeans
after so many years.
i try to understand her. HAHA =X

Memories locked * 12:44 AM



i love you <3
Saturday, September 9


yes. updates abt my 4k outing
its been soooo long since i met up wif them.

my heart thumps so fast man.

we headed to plaza singapore and decided to find food to eat
haha and my classmates are considerate
they ate at foodcourt cos thats e only place i can eat
and poor me.
i can oni eat fish noodle soup out of e whole food
AND SHER AGNES they all.
tempt me with food.
u noe.. those desert wif ice cream on top of them.
awww. i wonder when can i eat them. =X

walked to e new cathay building
n decided on e movie "monster house"
and we had these coupon for u to open
to see if u got any luck to win.
and mine is . "THANK U FOR PARTICIPATING"
how nice hor.
while some others had 5 bucks voucher for starbucks coffee



agnes looking bad. BECAUSE...



SHE GOT STUCK WIF MY COLORFUL BANGLES.
HAHA
meanwhile we went to paradiz centre to play pool
and jian hian pronounced it as paradize
yisheng said. " u run to e road and kana car bang.
u can reach there faster than us!"

amusing =.-











and u better believe i look super RED now.
ben said i am a lobster. AHH





unglam picture of me.
ROSE TOOK IT WOUT ME KNOWING. OMG

we slacked outside starbucks after movie
not knowing where to go.









den we ended up at plaza sing again.
for spotlight. :)
amazed at the arts
people can do with those stuffs
jasmine were amazed by e beautiful buttons
but cos of e guys
she dint get any.
"jasmine ah. u buy so kiddy stuffs. grow up le lah"

we wanted to find sihah for dinner
and on e way. i took out my guardenia bread.
amazingly. they grab some from me to eat.
LOL hor? bread is so nice..=X

settled at cine tho.
kobayashi.
n e guys were sooo nice
that they are happily suaning mi wad i cannot eat
but they are nice.
cos they helped suggest wad i could eat =.-
and nice jasmine help mi buy them. :D
thnx u meanie.



we had sum lame games
..."listen carefully, aunty mary died yestd did she die?? , tie knot game ,wad time izzit now? , coffee and tea , i lyk green but i dun like red , finger game , black magic"...
and im NOT THE last one to guess !
im smart =XX i believe.
hahaa.

and we conclude that poly is a better choice
cos yeewee and yisheng from AJC
are always e last one to get it

haha the process of playing our games



and our emo frenz during e black magic game








my nicest picture of the day..



HAHAHAHAHA =X
i seriously hate pox.

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i love you <3
Wednesday, September 6
hohoho.
i dun care wad the aunty says
"girl ah. have chicken pox cannot eat apple pear orange ok?"



wa wa wa.
got mi so depressed hearing tt
deprived mi of chicken duck seafood black sauce nvm.
DEPRIVED ME OF FRUITS!
go die ahh..im still gonna eat it.

did u ever hear u sick cannot eat fruits?
when it supposed to make u recover faster.

kent says.
if u eat fruits when u have chicken pox.
u will grow to becum e shape of e fruits.
HAHA and i believe him lah!
den he says. BLUFF U DE LA
u got see ppl body e shape of a apple meh?!



mayb we would look this cute when we have a body of a fruit.
HAHA OK LAME SHIT.
anywayyyyy
im going for my ex class outing tml!
hohoho. im so happy
is e first time im going out after...
4 WEEKS!!!! clappppppssssss

im so excited i tell u
okok. i noe im frog in e well
but hoho. IM GONNA BE OUT!

HOORAY! :D

Memories locked * 10:51 PM



i love you <3
Monday, September 4


i finished the AI QING MO FA SHI in 2 days plus!
is too addictive to me
and im totally mesmerised by his role in e show
damn shuai lahhh!

and it's saddening
cos jasmine told mi she cant make it tml
it happens always. :((

anyway i guess tml i will stay at home
and read my storybook
really have nth to do already
so.. my chicken pox.
PLS RECOVER.

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i love you <3
Sunday, September 3
e image of u kept reappearing in my mind

wad u did.
how i suffered in silence.
wad i innocently hold on to
wad lies i had to believe
the promises that arent kept
all those excuses made to avoid
wad rubbish about im tired
wad abt cant bear to leave
the contradictory words u use
wad being there for me
wad u being a bastard
and not trying to change
wad false hopes u gave
the statement u said in e beginning
the reason that hurt me most
the you who doesnt seem to put in effort
wad about those ego of urs
tinking too highly of urself
wad about the heck care u
wad abt those compromises
wad are those goals
wad being frenz after breakup
how it matters whu initiated it
how u xian qi me
and refusing to accept the fact
how i cried yet had to console u
how i believe u were better than him
when all the truth are just unknown


i was dumb
trying hard to rmb the happy moments
not to hate u.

i guess it all doesnt matter anymore
it will be ur loss

i am gonna live happily
erasing u away from my mind.

we might as well be strangers
when nothing else could bring u back

nahh. nothing much pple.
emo-ing :))
im off.

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i love you <3
Friday, September 1
You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish
Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible

Your Element Is Air
You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly.
Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful.
You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

What's" Your Element?



You Are a Visionary Soul
You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul.You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.
You have great vision and can be very insightful.In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.
Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul


Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover
You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires.
And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek.
You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships.
It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is.


You Are An ENFP
The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!

You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

interesting.. flooded by kent
and dionne is 60% boyish
WAHAHA she can go be boy le lahhh

anyway. EXAM is officially OVER!!!
woohooo.. i waited so long for this day
yes. my bed is waiting for mi.
my show is waiting for mi.
hees:D

papers wereeee.. hmm ok ba.
and this guy cheated in marketing
terrible.

i seriously pray for my pox to drop all
i nid to make it for idare meeting on mon
class outing on 6th
4k outing on 7th
daniel wedding on 9th
idare on 11th
and my committee meeting.
had skipped it thrice. felt bad

howwww...
heal me :(


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